Im Sorry

I'm tired of this life
of school
the responsibility
of having everyone depend on you
trying to impress people
the drama
the metals disorder
the thoughts
the breakdowns
the urges
my self
and I'm just tired of all of this
i just want to die
i don't want to be here
I'm trying to stay but i cant stay here

I'm Sorry 

crush vs. me

oh how i love your laugh
     your smile
         your eyes
             your hair
                your personality
                        your care free self
                            how your shyness take over
                                you hate it but i love it
                                    the one thing i don't like is
how you don't notice me at all

if they never notice the scars

would they notice that I'm gone

or

will i just disappear 

like i always did

and think of me as a nobody

" Please dont leave me alone in this bed" 




(i love this song)

a smile on her lips

tears in her eyes

a simple im fine

disguise the pain she feeling 

a sweater and pants

can hide all the scars shown on her body

oh how she wish for someone to notice her lies

but then she doesn't want to disappoint anyone

so it's a battle in her mind

about being true or hiding in the dark forever